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                         The Hidden Fears I hide fear dark inside rage even when you look into my eye you won't see him there I wish you could I am glad you don't either way I am alone A shade or smell bewitched me trust me undo is ugly I give smell a name and don't want to know the real . in the way I act to avoid my fear Again I am consumed I dream a ranch away from fumes  and you, you're different like me like everyone else hold on to your own whatever will you have . may be we fake fear, may be there is no real rage Its seems I drive to nowhere am I too feeble or is it too comforting that I will leave never the fear I don't want to be

                      " IT'S OUR TALE  I would shift every gear when I am with you to be with you for this whole time it has been a blessing blessing reminds me your smile and how it does make my day of course my day starts with you and you are the reason I don't want it to end With you I have learned blissfulness with you I am insane may I ask you forever because each glance of yours is a favor The time we have spent is a journey actually holding your hands feeling complete I intend to take us beyond I hope a home with flowers you like in the lawn

Irrelevant " Mostly I am made to run away from what I am towards the would be would be someone else how hard it is to be ? Home is the missing piece and the joker still smile in the photo frame alone smiley face how hard it is to be ? So the other in their talks unconsidered to be unsound how hard it is to be ? And the faking face waiting for someone to validate Hoping that you'll fit your lie to be a lie how hard it is to be ? Not playing a particular rock in your playlist knowing how fine you connect to it understanding you'll lose line to be away from it How hard it is to be ?

          " Stagnant " Remember? the day you had crayon , coloured sun had a lot to say broken aspirations fragmented dream and a lot , in a box it stays, for no reason no growth not allowed in though stagnate , suffocate , smile bingo ! A step to on , but you prefer to hold thousand stories on the paper you fold like you feel your thought you know a move ahead, again back you're thrown Somewhere beyond all the thoughts , admit you have yourself hurt a lot now it is shameful you back yourself today , might be the best is a fall away To be honest on the way to know where else you belong nothing sounds similar , nowhere you fit among suprising dependencies and inability to move along accept or not in that box you've stayed for too long Hope vanished , suffocation and whooshing time Indeed you deserve a smile , atleast a fake'n " Fine ? " pushing your walls apart glowingly someone should hold you tight guess your life your battl...

Doesn't matter anymore what color is sky a heavy breath they take as they are suppose to fly, tugged in line, trembling in air swings as directed poor fragile! Look around they do well with pretending to be happy dead dreamer wears glitters in eye and smiles copied, beyond the light is what they wish they may but keeping up with the winds is what keeps them away, One day one did deny the account saw colored dimensions above the clouds now willed to go beyond others talked and giggle about , It was obvious he wasn't meant for heights but against the course he intends and flys  , contrasting spectrum ends to a still night beautifully silent beneath dimming sight , Suffocation wasn't nothing new consumption of fear what else is it called by? although it was air which was scarce this time guess Suffering and misery are aspects of mind , At height however he see he sees no color dark and darker it soar , at midst of procession he did look down whi...

We all are busy setting up our plans, goals and our wants which we want to be full filled as soon as possible. The main important thing we miss for doing all these imaginative work is giving extra importance to ourself in other words taking our self too seriously that we forget the reason for going up so hard on one self   Yes, building a career and wishing for a well balanced life is not a crime or a punishment its the fruit of our struggle and adjusting attitude. But it is always a neck to neck fight between our dreams and comfort. We All should give our best  in what ever work we do but always wanting a positive out come should not be expected because where there is life there is death. So giving our best but not giving importance to the out come is the golden rule to live a great life.   When we are sick we don't lose hope to live. we  increase our strength and motivate our self to beat this sickness and start a healthy life after. So its the same the case...

All around the world we meet people who will give us great lectures on understanding the word "expectation" we should not expect from people, expectation always hurts and what not. But just giving it a chance and feel the pressure of expecting something. Expectations are not always for good stuff but sometimes we expect something against us. We never expect positive, we expect that we fail we expect we will be thrown out of our school basketball team.        I want to explain it by giving an example of what I do to feel that expectation. Do you ever log out from your Instagram id, no right because you feel someone may have liked your post or tagged you in your college farewell party? We all feel but don't want want to miss any good time but have you ever thought about what it will feel when you will know about some has tagged you in their photo so that's why I log out my  Instagram id in night just to expect someone may have done something which ...